by Jessica Edward-Paul
As I was thinking about what to do my devotion on this week, I thought of a hymn that I had previously come across. "Jesus, My Strength, My Hope" was written by Charles Wesley in 1742. Wesley had written over 6000 hymns in his lifetime, all depicting the incredible love and saving nature of Jesus Christ. As I was reading through this particular hymn, however, the words really spoke to me. I read the hymn aloud to myself and saw that these words are a heart-felt prayer. But what really struck me about these words was that these words are not asking God for blessing, for comfort, to make life easy. The words in this prayer are completely selfless with their focus on Jesus and the work he has for us to do. As I reflected on the words of this hymn, I felt them become a reality in my heart- they became my prayer for my life.
JESUS, my strength, my hope,
On thee I cast my care,
With humble confidence look up,
And know thou hear'st my prayer.
Give me on thee to wait,
Till I can all things do,
On thee, almighty to create,
Almighty to renew.
I want a sober mind,
A self-renouncing will,
That tramples down and casts behind
The baits of pleasing ill;
A soul inured to pain,
To hardship, grief, and loss,
Bold to take up, firm to sustain
The consecrated cross.
I want a godly fear,
A quick-discerning eye,
That looks to thee when sin is near,
And sees the Tempter fly;
A spirit still prepared,
And armed with jealous care,
For ever standing on its guard,
And watching unto prayer.
I want a heart to pray,
To pray and never cease,
Never to murmur at thy stay,
Or wish my sufferings less.
This blessing, above all,
Always to pray, I want,
Out of the deep on thee to call,
And never, never faint.
I want a true regard,
A single, steady aim,
(Unmoved by threatening or reward)
To thee and thy great name;
A jealous, just concern
For thine immortal praise;
A pure desire that all may learn,
And glorify thy grace.
I rest upon thy word;
The promise is for me;
My succour and salvation, Lord,
Shall surely come from thee;
But let me still abide,
Nor from my hope remove,
Till thou my patient spirit guide
Into thy perfect love.
The first part of this hymn talks about having confidence that God hears our prayers.
Jesus, my strength, my hope,
On thee I cast my care,
With humble confidence look up,
And know thou hear'st my prayer.
Give me on thee to wait,
Till I can all things do,
On thee, almighty to create,
Almighty to renew.
When I read this, a verse came to mind:
1John 5:14- "This is the confidence that we have in approaching God: that if we ask for anything according to his will, he hears us." After reading the words of the hymn and this verse together, I have realised to a greater extent the incredible love of God for us. He loves us so much that as we pray in confidence, He will answer us in the way that He sees best.
The second verse of this hymn talks about hardships.
I want a sober mind,
A self-renouncing will,
That tramples down and casts behind
The baits of pleasing ill;
A soul inured to pain,
To hardship, grief, and loss,
Bold to take up, firm to sustain
The consecrated cross.
When I read this, another verse came to mind:
2 Corinthians 12:9-10: "‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
When praying to Jesus for my life, I can so often get caught up in the ‘feel sorry for me’ type of prayer- "Jesus, life is so hard! Things are so hard! Please take it all away Jesus!" There is nothing particularly wrong with this prayer but for me, when I was praying this, I prayed it with a wrong motive. I wanted Jesus to make my life better, to make it easy. But as I read through this hymn, I saw that the second verse talks about embracing hardships and learning from them so that we are more able to carry out the works of Christ.
The third verse talks about having a fear of God and resisting temptation.
I want a godly fear,
A quick-discerning eye,
That looks to thee when sin is near,
And sees the Tempter fly;
A spirit still prepared,
And armed with jealous care,
For ever standing on its guard,
And watching unto prayer.
When I read this, another verse came to mind:
Psalm 25:14: "The Lord confides in those who fear him; he makes his covenant known to them."
To me, this verse talks about fearing the Lord always but especially in times of temptation. So often, we try and resist temptation in our own strength. This hymn, however, talks about looking to God for the strength that we need in order to resist temptation. By doing this, as the Psalmist says, we allow God to confide in us.
By reading through and closely reflecting on particularly the first part of this hymn, I have developed a new outlook on prayer. Sometimes in my life I can get caught up in thinking that when I pray, Jesus almost has a responsibility to answer me and give me what I ask for. But that should not be the focus of our prayers! The focus of our prayers should be on serving Jesus - surrendering to him and thanking and blessing him for what he did for us and is doing for us. I was challenged by this hymn to change the way I pray and make the focus of my personal prayer time more on blessing God than on God blessing me.
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